 I don't mean to rush, or be obvious But like a magnet you keep pulling me . Into fixation, this mad compulsion. Don't wanna stop. Will you come with me?  In the last few days, you've made me feel... alive. You made me feel beautiful & intelligent & wanted, & no matter how hard I try, I'll never be able to tell you how much that's meant to me  "The best things said come last. People will talk for hours saying nothing much and then linger at the door with words that come with a rush from the heart." - Alan Alda  I guess I just got tired of always being the last thing on your mind.  "If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose, if I'm not that arrow to the heart of you, if you don't get drunk on my kiss, if you think you can do better than this, then I guess we're done."  I wish I could have seen through your eyes - maybe then I would have realized I'm the only one who's bleeding for the things I never needed.  "If she loves you, if she really loves you, you'll know it. If you can wake up to her staring at you and it's not even mildly creepy, if you catch her smelling the shoulder of the hooded sweatshirt you lent her for an autumn walk at the beach, if she makes you a pancake in the shape of a shark, if she calls you drunkenly at 4 in the morning 'to talk,' if she laughs at your jokes when they're funny and makes fun of you when they're not, if she keeps her fridge stocked with Guinness tallboys for when you come over, if she tells you how she wishes she were closer to her sister and that her dad makes her sad: She loves you, of course she loves you." - Pasha Malla  Everything will get worse before it gets better, but when they do, remember who put you down and who helped you up. “Nothing is more terrifying than this feeling. It claws at your stomach, burns your heart, freezes your innards and causes you soul to leak from between your eyelashes. It's tear stained cheeks and down turned lips and shuffling feet. Goose bumps crawl across your skin, shivers run havoc up your spine, and you ache from within. You are not alone."  "It is one of life's bitterest truths that bedtime so often arrives just when things are really getting interesting." - Lemony Snicket  "Fear less, hope more. Eat less, chew more. Whine less, breathe more. Talk less, say more - and all good things will be yours." - Swedish Proverb  Never take a person for granted. Hold every person close to you because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones  Well, alright, I'm sorry I even tried. I was a fool to have hope in you, in you. don't wait around when you know you're not wanted .  "The best things said come last. People will talk for hours saying nothing much and then linger at the door with words that come with a rush from the heart." - Alan Alda I guess I just got tired of always being the last thing on your mind.  "If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose, if I'm not that arrow to the heart of you, if you don't get drunk on my kiss, if you think you can do better than this, then I guess we're done."  I wish I could have seen through your eyes - maybe then I would have realized I'm the only one who's bleeding for the things I never needed. 
"If she loves you, if she really loves you, you'll know it. If you can wake up to her staring at you and it's not even mildly creepy, if you catch her smelling the shoulder of the hooded sweatshirt you lent her for an autumn walk at the beach, if she makes you a pancake in the shape of a shark, if she calls you drunkenly at 4 in the morning 'to talk,' if she laughs at your jokes when they're funny and makes fun of you when they're not, if she keeps her fridge stocked with Guinness tallboys for when you come over, if she tells you how she wishes she were closer to her sister and that her dad makes her sad: She loves you, of course she loves you." - Pasha Malla  Everything will get worse before it gets better, but when they do, remember who put you down and who helped you up.  “Nothing is more terrifying than this feeling. It claws at your stomach, burns your heart, freezes your innards and causes you soul to leak from between your eyelashes. It's tear stained cheeks and down turned lips and shuffling feet. Goose bumps crawl across your skin, shivers run havoc up your spine, and you ache from within. You are not alone."  "It is one of life's bitterest truths that bedtime so often arrives just when things are really getting interesting." - Lemony Snicket  "Fear less, hope more. Eat less, chew more. Whine less, breathe more. Talk less, say more - and all good things will be yours." - Swedish Proverb  Never take a person for granted. Hold every person close to you because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. |